Saturday, July 1, 2017


Well after my last post you, my reader, will be surprised to learn that my husband and I have been going to counseling and marriage classes.  So far, things have been quite successful.  He still has not moved his things back, though he is staying here.
I cannot speak for him, but a change has occurred in me.  I've been praying; praying that I would love him better, praying that I would be a better wife and emulate Jesus to him.  I feel more at peace.  He has reacted to my change of attitude with a change of his own.  We are more gentle in our approach with each other.  We respect each other.
We still have many issues to work through and it cannot be denied.  But we are still holding on, somehow.

Monday, May 22, 2017


Time marches on.  Time has passed.  Time after time.  Time.
After a while, the word doesn't mean anything.

But it does to me.

He has gone.  Things are very good.  I feel that I shouldn't be enjoying life quite so much right now, but it simply is so much better.

I no longer feel unwanted, ugly, lonely and sad.  I no longer have to tiptoe around his feelings; make sure everything is just the way he wants it.

I'm back to being my own person again.

I have regrets.  I regret the day that he ever came into where I worked (with his wife).  I regret that I dated a married man (though he said he was divorcing).  I regret that I didn't listen to my heart, and chose the right things.  I regret the day that I met him, 32 years ago.  But I won't spend another moment in regret over him.

One thing I don't regret was knowing his children.  I love them.  They are confused and sad and probably angry right now.  That's okay.  They are wonderful.  I don't regret a single moment with any of them.  He used to berate their mother and grandmother.  He used to put them down and say horrible things.  I'm here to say, those ladies must have done something well.  Those kids are amazing and I'll love them forever.

So, so long Mister.  I have nothing left for you.  You've cost me too much.  But I have learned.  Wisdom is pricey; worth it.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

New Format!

I'm going to be starting something new with the blog and with YouTube.  Here's the topic run down:
Monday~Manic Plans ( I outline the plans for the week), Tuesday~Try It Day (DIY), Wednesday~We're Cooking (Learning new recipes), Thursday~Story Time (Humorous or Interesting), Friday~Thank God for...(Happenings that I'm grateful for).
I hope my readers/views will like the new format!
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XO Grammy Rose